big defeated..

"Soccer is one of the most unifying activities amongst us."
(Nelson Mandela)

when we play soccer,
we must have work team..
to unifying our destination..
to win a match..
:)

today, my team has been defeated by tax team..
5-0..
it's a big score..
:(

i really dissapointed that my team has defeated..

we have prepared our team...
we practice in the night after work..

or maybe we not prepared this team intensively..

i remember a quote,

“Fail to prepare, prepare to fail.”
Roy Keane

maybe our communication in team is not good..
too much misscommunication when we play..
player don't know what the teammates want..
we must practice harder than before..

but it's not the end of the world..
:)

we can win in next year...

where are you???

actually,
we must have a good mood, good spirit and motivation in new week...

but,
i don't know..
i don't have all of that..
no mood..
no spirit..
no motivation...
:(

maybe because there's no someone can motivate me..
:D

there's a popular word
"NO WOMAN NO CRY"

but for me...
"NO WOMAN NO SPIRIT"
hahahhaa..
:D

Eid Mubarak

Eid Mubarak..

1 Syawal 1431 H
10 September 2010 M

please forgive all of mistakes that i have do..

with new heart that we have drill for a month..
:)

hope we will be a better person..
person that can give advantages in our neighborhood..
amiiin...

untitled II

i feel alone now..
in my bed room..

sitting in the corner..
write something..

something that i don't know what is that..
just follow the rhythm of music that i hear...

try to thinking something that not real..
about my feeling..
can't describe..

i don't know it..

remembering kids that play firecracker in the road when i waiting the bus..

i hope they fire that firecracker and throw it in to my room..
to make some noise..

to kill my loneliness...

noda pada selembar kertas putih

Jika kamu berpikir jika satu titik hitam dapat merusak selembar kertas putih,
Kamu termasuk orang yang memiliki pandangan yang sempit,
Pandangan sempit dalam melihat suatu persoalan..

Apakah kamu pernah berpikir jika masih banyak sisi yang putih..
Yang tidak ternoda tinta hitam tersebut??

Kamu hanya berpikir jika ada suatu titik yang mengotori kertas tersebut kan??
Fokus pada setitik tinta tersebut..

Begitulah sifat dasar manusia..
hanya mampu melihat sisi jelek seseorang..
walaupun sisi jelek tersebut hanya setitik..

Tetapi titik tersebut dapat mengalahkan sisi putih yang lebih dominan..
Sisi kebaikan yang terlupakan..

Oleh karena itulah,
Mulai dari sekarang kita hendaknya perlahan mengubah cara pandang kita terhadap sesuatu hal..

Belum tentu sesuatu yang kita lihat hitam di luar, juga hitam di dalam..
Bisa saja yang putih lah yang didalamnya hitam..

Independence..

Independence's day of Indonesia..

17th August 1945














17th August 2010

4 days ago..

65 years..


It's an old man if this country is a human..
Maybe he has a lot of grandchild..

With a lot of experience of life..
make him a wise man..

can be a role model of next generation..
can make advice if his child or grand child have problems..

but what happenned with my country now??
still not independence in many aspects of life..

there's still poverty,
there's still terorism,
there's still educational backwardness..

this country is still developing..
improving the current system with the better one..

we are still fighting of poverty,
we are still fighting against terorism,
we are still fighting against educational backwardness..

to make INDONESIA can speak to the world....
to show INDONESIA is still exist in the world...
to prove INDONESIA can do anything that we want to do...

not with me...

iseng iseng nyari lagu d internet..
eh taunya gw ketemu lagu yang mantep..
:))

check this song out!














not with me - bondan feat fade2black

I'm waking up from my summers dreams again
try to thinking if you're alright
then I'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes
knowing you're still here by my side

*reff:
I can see you if you're not with me
I can say to my self if you're OKAY
I can feel you if you're not with me
I can reach you my self, you show me the way

life was never be so easy as it seems
'till you come and bring your love inside
no matter space and distance make it look so far
still I know you're still here by my side

back to *reff

yeah.. you've made me so alive ,you give the best for me.. love and fantasy
yeah.. and i never feel so lonely, coz you're always here with me..
yeah.. always here with me..

back to *reff

I'm walking up from my summers dreams again
try to thinking if you're alright
then I'm shattered by the shadows of your eyes
knowing you're still here by my side

kayaknya ada bait di lagu ini rada-rada mirip ma kehidupan gw sekarang..
hahha..
:))

bakalan jadi my fave song kayaknya..
:D

inspiration words..

i got new inspiration words from the books that i'm reading now..
the title of the book is Negeri 5 Menara..
i get this word from the preface of the books..
it makes more passion to read it..






















orang berilmu dan beradab tidak akan diam di kampung halaman..
tinggalkan negerimu dan merantaulah ke negeri orang..
merantaulah, kau akan dapatkan pengganti dari kerabat dan kawan..
berlelah-lelahlah, manisnya hidup terasa setelah lelah berjuang..
(imam syafii)

(up) normal

detik demi detik
telah berlalu,

tapi,

detik demi detik
yang berlalu tersebut
hanya berlalu

tanpa membuat sesuatu....

dini hari,
saat manusia normal
sedang berbaring di tempat peristirahatannya,

saat manusia normal
sedang memeluk guling kesayangannya,

saat manusia normal
memasuki alam mimpinya...

ada sesosok manusia
yang sedang dalam keadaan
kurang normal,,,

tidak berbaring
saat manusia normal
sedang berbaring di tempat peristirahatannya,

tidak memeluk guling
saat manusia normal
sedang memeluk guling kesayangannya,

tidak bermimpi
saat manusia normal
memasuki alam mimpinya...

Welcome Ramadhan...

ramadhan datang,
hati pun riang...

:D

alhamdulillah..
bisa bertemu lagi dengan bulan suci ramadhan..
:)

bulan yang sangat dinantikan oleh umat muslim di seluruh dunia..

sebelumnya,
mohon maaf lahir dan batin..
semoga semua kesalahan yang telah diperbuat dapat dimaafkan secara lahir maupun batin..
amiin..

semoga ramadhan di tahun ini kualitas ibadah kita akan meningkat dan sebagai latihan untuk melatih kesabaran dan ketulusan hati kita dalam menjalani kehidupan ini..

Marhaban yaa Ramadhan...
Semoga kita bisa menjadi muslim yang kaffah..
Muslim yang seutuhnya..

untitled

in midnight..
alone..

just listening music,
looking fb..
twitter..
as usually i do in the nite..
i don't know why i can't sleep..

just want to write something in this blog,
but i don't know what i want to write..
:D

i remember someone when a song is playing from my music playlist..
an old song..
from indonesian band..
that i really like..

it make my memory flashback in my junior highschool's life..
hahhaa..

there's my first love in my life..

yes, my first love..
hahhaaha

it's so funny when i remember that time..
hope can be in that time again..

nevermind..
now, i still can see my first love..
see her face..

avatar

avatar baru...
avatar yang gw ceritain di posting gw sebelumnya..
avatar ini dibuat oleh temen gw dari turki..

beruntung dah gw punya temen kayak dy,
hahhaa..

sebenernya ini gambar yang udah gw crop dari gambar yang asli..

dan..
gambar yang sebenarnya adalah...



hahhaa..
bisa dilihat kan??
gambar gw yang lagi duduk pake baju piyama,
trus yang lucunya ada bulan di kepala gw..
dan di saku gw ada bintang..
bulan sabit yang ada tulisannya He ate the moon..
Manusia pemakan bulan
:))

piyama, bintang, dan bulan..
:)

tiga hal yang gw juga sempet kaget pas dia ngirim gambar ini ke gw..

*piyama
sebelumnya emang dy nanyain ke gw,
eh ntar di gambar, loe mau digambar lagi pake baju apa??
gw jawab aja dengan enteng,
pake piyama aja..
:))
hahhaa..
eh, ternyata bener..
pas dikirim gambar gw lagi pake piyama..
padahal gw ngarepnya gw digambar lagi pake jas, atau kaos oblong..
:(

but, no problem lah..
i like it!!

*bulan dan bintang



hahhaa..
ceritanya rada panjang kalo dibahas,
knapa sampe-sampe ada gambar bulan yang seolah lagi menganga dan siap memakan seseorang..
dan ada juga bintang bintang di sekitar gw..
dan..
satu bintang d saku piyama gw
:)



Moon and stars..

first joke that make we make..
eat the moon..
when you are hungry..
we can make fried moon,
and you can added soya sauce in the top..
or we can make star soup..
hmm..
very delicious..
:))

Thanks for the picture..
Thanks..
Terima kasih..
:)

something from turkey

just doing my usually nite activity,
chatting on my msn and yahoo..
looking up my facebook account,
learning music..

i'm very happy tonite..
my friend from turkey want to give me a picture..
i really appreciate it..
she will drawing it by herself..
:))

i'm so glad when she want to draw me something..
:)

i think she has a great talent in drawing..
drawing comic especially..
because her picture is so naturally,

only with a piece of paper and a pencil,
she can draw amazing pict..

now she is still drawing "something" that she want to give me..

i hope it will be a great pict,
i will use her picture that she draw as my profile picture in my msn and my twitter..

thanks my friend..
Adalet...

Never say goodbye

Perpisahan bukan akhir dari kehidupan ini kawan..

Perpisahan akan membuat kita semakin kuat..
Semakin membuat kita bersemangat untuk menggapai tujuan akhir hidup ini..

Perpisahan memang menyedihkan,
Tetapi lebih menyedihkan lagi jika kita tidak bisa mencapai apa yang kita cita-citakan..

Perpisahan dibenci semua orang,
Tetapi dengan perpisahan, kita akan menyadari bahwa orang-orang di sekitar kita sungguh berarti buat kita..

Perpisahan bagaikan hantu yang menakutkan dalam hidup ini,
Tetapi bisa hantu ini bisa menjelma menjadi malaikat bila kita bisa menyikapi dengan pikiran yang berbeda..

Berpikir di luar kotak
Think out of the box..

Jangan melihat sebuah titik hitam pada sebuah kertas putih..
Tetapi lihatlah bagian yang lain dari kertas tersebut..

Selamat jalan Teman...
Sampai berjumpa lagi di lain waktu..

Karena bila ada pertemuan
Pasti ada perpisahan...

Dan jika ada perpisahan..
Pasti ada pertemuan...

Keep contact..
Keep your spirit!!
Good luck in new place...

Dorminatory's Life

the first night in the dorminatory..
meet a lot of old friend that i never meet since six month ago..

we talked about our life..
because we are in other place,

we are joking..
laughing..
and playing together..

it's nice to life in the dorminatory..
we can share a alot of thing in here..

i hope it can be a new experience in my life..
to make me a better person in the future..

welcome

selamat datang...
欢迎...
歡迎...
환영...
willkommen...
benvenuto...
welkom...
accueil...
добре дошъл...
приветствовать...
ترحيب...
boas-vindas...
bienvenida...
ยินดีต้อนรับ...
chào mừng...
hoşgeldin...
добродошао...
خوش آمد...
स्वागत...
maligayang pagdating...
καλωσόρισμα...

the word 'welcome' in other languages...
different letter..
in different culture..
in different continent..

but actually we are one..
we are same..
just distances that separate us..
wherever we are...
we are one..

keep peace in this world...
for the better future..

welcome to the blog

sebuah buku terdiri dari beberapa bab..
sebuah bab terdiri dari beberapa bagian..
sebuah bagian terdiri dari beberapa paragraf..
sebuah paragraf terdiri dari dari beberapa kalimat..
dan sebuah kalimat berawal dari sebuah kata...

sebuah kata..
sesuatu yang sederhana,
tetapi dapat mengubah dunia...

:))

welcome to the blog..

welcome to word to world blog....